so i've had this dream lately of a banana talking to me about my relationship ..

" the game of baseball gives you 3 strikes and you're out , why'd he get 50 ? why didn't the guy that made baseball decide to give someone 50 strikes then their out ? huh ? "

" because..the game would go on really long. "

" and that's why your relationship's so long.. but you know i'm not gonna talk any longer because that way i'm just breaking sweat. no need to make my life long and painful. just eat me like you planned to. go ahead. go go go. "

" keep talking .. "

" no point, you're not gonna listen. i'm a damn fruit, if you didn't ilsten to your bestfriends, why would you listen to a fruit ? now lets go. "

obvi i didn't eat it.

ANYWAY..

i know i WON'T DO ANYTHING about it.

everyone tells me

" cee its the same shit all over. you complain, you rant to your friends. and you know what ? YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. i'm here for you, i don't mind hearing you.. but you know, save yourself.. just do what you know's probably best.. "

no, no. i cannot leave him :

and part of why i'm still with him, is because i think even though he's an idiot and all, i still need him.

because even in the coldest, his hugs are what makes me warm.

in the worst situations, hearing him say ' it's okay ' is what gives me the strength to keep trying.

i've already gone such a long way, don't let anything happen to us..

then the stupid banana thing was right..

our relationship is only so long because just like baseball, if they got 50 strikes the game would be way too long.

except ..

there's no ' too long ' because i want forever.

can't have forever.

i'm gonan snap one day.

i know i will.

...and you know what's the worst

when i snap, i say

WE'RE DONE.

WE'RE ON A BREAK.

but in less than 2 hours i miss you.

aren't i so pathetic ?

i hate us.

" you know, just incase you two SERIOUSLY FOR REAL don't work out.. he's just gonan go get his other. don't worry bout him that much. he acts sad and all but you know.. "

i got this. i'm goooood.

i won't have a backup, you're my one and only.

i don't have to worry about you.

i'll just do me.

we can have a happy relationship.

just put everything aside

its all good.

i got this. i'll be okay.

and you ?

well, you'll always be okay.

so i've had this dream lately of a banana talking to me about my relationship ..

" the game of baseball gives you 3 strikes and you're out , why'd he get 50 ? why didn't the guy that made baseball decide to give someone 50 strikes then their out ? huh ? "

" because..the game would go on really long. "

" and that's why your relationship's so long.. but you know i'm not gonna talk any longer because that way i'm just breaking sweat. no need to make my life long and painful. just eat me like you planned to. go ahead. go go go. "

" keep talking .. "

" no point, you're not gonna listen. i'm a damn fruit, if you didn't ilsten to your bestfriends, why would you listen to a fruit ? now lets go. "

obvi i didn't eat it.

ANYWAY..

i know i WON'T DO ANYTHING about it.

everyone tells me

" cee its the same shit all over. you complain, you rant to your friends. and you know what ? YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. i'm here for you, i don't mind hearing you.. but you know, save yourself.. just do what you know's probably best.. "

no, no. i cannot leave him :

and part of why i'm still with him, is because i think even though he's an idiot and all, i still need him.

because even in the coldest, his hugs are what makes me warm.

in the worst situations, hearing him say ' it's okay ' is what gives me the strength to keep trying.

i've already gone such a long way, don't let anything happen to us..

then the stupid banana thing was right..

our relationship is only so long because just like baseball, if they got 50 strikes the game would be way too long.

except ..

there's no ' too long ' because i want forever.

can't have forever.

i'm gonan snap one day.

i know i will.

...and you know what's the worst

when i snap, i say

WE'RE DONE.

WE'RE ON A BREAK.

but in less than 2 hours i miss you.

aren't i so pathetic ?

i hate us.

" you know, just incase you two SERIOUSLY FOR REAL don't work out.. he's just gonan go get his other. don't worry bout him that much. he acts sad and all but you know.. "

i got this. i'm goooood.

i won't have a backup, you're my one and only.

i don't have to worry about you.

i'll just do me.

we can have a happy relationship.

just put everything aside

its all good.

i got this. i'll be okay.

and you ?

well, you'll always be okay.

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