relationships.
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 3:09 PM

okay .. so this has been pissing me off since forever and i didn't know how to let my anger out .. but i just remembered what my beautiful little blogspot was here for. and i shall throw it out here : ) so whoever's reading this, you might think i'm some whacked bitch or something (which i might kinda be here) but you'd be pissed off yourself if you were me.

alright, first of all .. i help people with their problems and i help people make the best out of what they have in life. relationships is a big thing for me to help people with (if you're in my core or pt, you know i can't deal with my own shit because it becomes too complicated to deal with, but i can deal with other peoples' problems.) and the most annoying question i get asked is ' why hasn't he kissed me yet, why don't we hold hands, why doesn't he call me, why doesn't he do (the list goes on & etc) ' . first of all, your boyfriend isn't mr. perfect. don't expect him to be everything you see in movies, on tvs, in books & in chain letters. why does it even matter if he doesn't kiss you, or hold your hand, or calls you? i mean, you like him, he likes you .. isn't that all that matters? i really miss the days when people were more concerned about what the other feels towards another instead of what they don't do or do. it's never how they feel anymore, it's always what they do. obviously, if he loses feelings for you .. that's a problem. but have you ever thought about how lucky you were ? the person you like is with you. he's comitted to you (hopefully -_-..) and for that, you should be greatful. don't expect too much out of a guy, because you're gonna be disappointed. this is why everytime i get into a relationship, i have the lowest expectations of him. fuck, i don't expect him to come to my locker everyday after school, i don't expect him to be like ' oh hi sweetie (L) ' i don't expect him to smile everytime he sees me because i probably won't either (okay .. you know that's a lie), i don't expect him to call me good morning/night, i don't expect him to text me in class saying he misses me. i don't even expect him to miss me, i don't expect him to tell me i'm beautiful when i look like a piece of shit, i don't expect him to hold me when i'm crying, i don't even wanna let him see me cry ! they're human for god's sake. obviously if he does anything that you consider sweet, then that's good. but why would you have expectations in your boyfriend like that ? like seriously ? i thought my first kiss was going to be when i got married -_-.. why would you even want your first kiss to be someone you don't love, or he doesn't love you? what're you gonna remember twenty years later ? " yeah so like my first kiss was with this guy that i didn't love but liked. ". so fucking calm your ass down because you shouldn't have to be pissed off because he doesn't do everything you see in movies and on tv, read in books and chain letters.
girls, he's your boyfriend. understand what his job was suppose to be in the first place.
he's suppose to care about you not care for you .
your parents are suppose to care for you.
some other guy was an ass to you ?
don't expect your boyfriend to beat him up for you.
i don't even expect that, i don't even want that.
are you sure you wanna see your boyfriend in a fight ?
don't get pissed off cause he doesn't beat the other guy's head off.
you should be pissed if he doesn't care.
why're you so dependent on him ?
you can't take care of shit yourself ?
seriously .. i find girls so stupid sometimes even though i'm a girl myself .
speaking of this ..
WHY THE HELL ARE YOU PEOPLE SO RUSHED INTO THE CONCEPT OF SEX WHEN SOME OF YOU GUYS AREN'T EVEN AS OLD AS I AM !?
seriously ?
i don't even plan to have sex until i'm married , that's how friggin religious i am .
like .. what if your birth control method fails ?
you wanna be a mother in grade seven ?
people are just gonna be thinking you're a slut (not that you aren't one for wanting to have sex at that age)
but seriously ? if i were to have sex , i'd do it with someone i loved and knew i was gonna spend the rest of my life with.
i'd also do it when i was at least in high school, over grade ten, and planning to get married
speaking of getting married.
where do you get off the fact that you're in love ?
i hate it when someone has a crush on someone else
and they're like
yah , i love him .
yah , i'm in love with him .
yah , i love him .
where do you get off the fact that you're in love ?
don't say you haven't ran the miles i have , cause i've ran far enough to know what love means .
i can tell you everything i went through to find out what love means , seriously .
you know what's the stupidest thing people tell me ?
their proof is because the person hurted them and they still ' love ' them .
that is bull . sorry to break it to you guys .
it doesn't matter how many times a guy hurts you , if you have feelings towards them , you have feelings towards them , that's as simple as it gets & done .
so don't ever go telling me that you're in love because i doubt it's true unless you've went through everything .
for some people , love means constantly making out with someone , rushing to sex .
and in my opinion, love's unexplainable.
so have fun guys.
- love cee.