holy shit LOOOOL i'm actually a lot happier about this than i was at school xD because i was just like ' o_o .. eh . ' about it at school , i don't like to jump around for joy for an anniversary because well .. noone knows i do that besides weljaa and sanhave and numa ;) . so LOL , at recess , there was some beefing going on and it was so sad =/ like i felt so bad .. that was the talk of the afternoon o.o literally . and then 5th period started which was whatever until i drpped my poster o_o .. and since the class desks are arranged in a U shape , i had to go all the way around just to pick up a damn poster .. so i did soemthing stupid and i tried to lean over the desk to get it .. and just when i almost got it malavika got it for me LOL x) thanks <3 . and yeah people basically thought i was stupid or something o__o but i'm just lazy ? anyways .. haha . then we had choir which was awful cause i had the worst cramps ever alive . and i sat like i was ' going to barf ' apparently , and yeah it was just embarassing o__o . so so embarassing . *gong* someone on msn signed in xD ! but yeahh , anyways (= happy four months to the boyfriend and i , because i'm really glad we made it to the third of the 2009 year :) !
btw , sanhave and i got a new babyy <3 (lock .. LOL)
this morning was kinda gay o_o and i don't know why i didn't start this off. xD
but yeah , so like yassir came downstairs and i didn't want him to win o_o so i ran into the gym . afterwards , i wanted to get my books to save any inconvience during primetime so i went uot the other door and friggin' manal ! told yassir to check my locker and i didn't know so i went back , i wanted to hurry so that yassir wouldn't catch me back at my locker and then i stepped on sanhave's damn foot (sorry!) and then she screamed OWWWWWW like the loudest OWWWWWW in all of OWWWWWWW'S and i think that's what gave it away o_O or at lesat what made him come faster and then what really sucked was that he won in the morning xD and i was so confident that he'd lose. and then after sanhave got ' pissed ' at me and wouldn't lock the damn thing . and i kept yelling at her so that she'd come back and help me with the lock because it wasn't locking for the love of god . and then after we left it unlocked and we told mr collier that our lock was fucked right ? so we went to the office and exchanged it for another lock , and guess what ?
the lock hates me .
yah , up all the other lock's at fairwind because i miss my old one &i keep forgetting my damn combination .
so that's the sad story behind celia and sanhave's 2 - year old lock's death .
rip baby !
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May 5/O8
Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm dying?
I'm trying to look into your eyes, trying to see if anything's there..
You looked at me like I was just another wall.
We don't smile when we see each other anymore.
Today, I am on my own again.
Opposites attract, but they don't attract for long.
Magnets will lose their force sooner or later.
Ours just died out quicker.
Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm dying?
Baby, listen to me ..
Listen to me when I say I care, and that no other guy matters to me like this.
I'm sorry, I don't wanna say I love you yet.
But I'm thinking, I might soon.
But I won't be in love happily.
Baby, breathe...
We gotta find a way out.
Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm dying?
How do we keep this fire burning?

So today, we're still pretty good. Haven't been speaking much, it's just the usual ' elevator talk '. Like, honestly? Our main conversation was how the weather was doing. It's okay, because somehow ... having a sucky conversation seems a lot better than having a developing conversation. We can't talk for more than ten minutes straight without screaming at each other, so I'd rather be on my own sometimes. I'm still really glad I met you, I don't regret anything but I'm still wondering if I love you? But people say when you love someone, you just know and that you don't have to question yourself. What if I'm different? I'm different in a lot of ways. So I'm just sitting here ... staring at your msn name ... " 021208 <3 " Is that really a date we should be celebrating? It seems like that's when the recipe for disaster all started. My birthday is the worst day alive. But yeah, so mom told me how if a guy has those kind of eyes, it doesn't mean their a good person...what if it's true!? "Baby breathe"

holy shit LOOOOL i'm actually a lot happier about this than i was at school xD because i was just like ' o_o .. eh . ' about it at school , i don't like to jump around for joy for an anniversary because well .. noone knows i do that besides weljaa and sanhave and numa ;) . so LOL , at recess , there was some beefing going on and it was so sad =/ like i felt so bad .. that was the talk of the afternoon o.o literally . and then 5th period started which was whatever until i drpped my poster o_o .. and since the class desks are arranged in a U shape , i had to go all the way around just to pick up a damn poster .. so i did soemthing stupid and i tried to lean over the desk to get it .. and just when i almost got it malavika got it for me LOL x) thanks <3 . and yeah people basically thought i was stupid or something o__o but i'm just lazy ? anyways .. haha . then we had choir which was awful cause i had the worst cramps ever alive . and i sat like i was ' going to barf ' apparently , and yeah it was just embarassing o__o . so so embarassing . *gong* someone on msn signed in xD ! but yeahh , anyways (= happy four months to the boyfriend and i , because i'm really glad we made it to the third of the 2009 year :) !
btw , sanhave and i got a new babyy <3 (lock .. LOL)
this morning was kinda gay o_o and i don't know why i didn't start this off. xD
but yeah , so like yassir came downstairs and i didn't want him to win o_o so i ran into the gym . afterwards , i wanted to get my books to save any inconvience during primetime so i went uot the other door and friggin' manal ! told yassir to check my locker and i didn't know so i went back , i wanted to hurry so that yassir wouldn't catch me back at my locker and then i stepped on sanhave's damn foot (sorry!) and then she screamed OWWWWWW like the loudest OWWWWWW in all of OWWWWWWW'S and i think that's what gave it away o_O or at lesat what made him come faster and then what really sucked was that he won in the morning xD and i was so confident that he'd lose. and then after sanhave got ' pissed ' at me and wouldn't lock the damn thing . and i kept yelling at her so that she'd come back and help me with the lock because it wasn't locking for the love of god . and then after we left it unlocked and we told mr collier that our lock was fucked right ? so we went to the office and exchanged it for another lock , and guess what ?
the lock hates me .
yah , up all the other lock's at fairwind because i miss my old one &i keep forgetting my damn combination .
so that's the sad story behind celia and sanhave's 2 - year old lock's death .
rip baby !
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May 5/O8
Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm dying?
I'm trying to look into your eyes, trying to see if anything's there..
You looked at me like I was just another wall.
We don't smile when we see each other anymore.
Today, I am on my own again.
Opposites attract, but they don't attract for long.
Magnets will lose their force sooner or later.
Ours just died out quicker.
Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm dying?
Baby, listen to me ..
Listen to me when I say I care, and that no other guy matters to me like this.
I'm sorry, I don't wanna say I love you yet.
But I'm thinking, I might soon.
But I won't be in love happily.
Baby, breathe...
We gotta find a way out.
Look into my eyes, can't you see I'm dying?
How do we keep this fire burning?

So today, we're still pretty good. Haven't been speaking much, it's just the usual ' elevator talk '. Like, honestly? Our main conversation was how the weather was doing. It's okay, because somehow ... having a sucky conversation seems a lot better than having a developing conversation. We can't talk for more than ten minutes straight without screaming at each other, so I'd rather be on my own sometimes. I'm still really glad I met you, I don't regret anything but I'm still wondering if I love you? But people say when you love someone, you just know and that you don't have to question yourself. What if I'm different? I'm different in a lot of ways. So I'm just sitting here ... staring at your msn name ... " 021208 <3 " Is that really a date we should be celebrating? It seems like that's when the recipe for disaster all started. My birthday is the worst day alive. But yeah, so mom told me how if a guy has those kind of eyes, it doesn't mean their a good person...what if it's true!? "Baby breathe"

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