what a busy day , i can't tell you how tired i am right now .. LOL i don't even wanna take a shower yet but i kinda have to or else i'll stink .. so after i'm done writing this i'll take a shower (y) . so yeah , today was pretty chill in general before i realized i had masses of homework. 100 metre dash (L) LOL loved it. when ms mclaren said go , i think i actually ran for like joy .. o_o .. which is kinda unexpected because i always run to keep my distance and a good place , but it's nice running nuts xD " WWWWEEEEEEEEEEE ! " and then you hear dante go like COME ON WELJAAAA ! and i look behind me and i see weljaa o_o i was like wtf D: you're always like third or something why're you behind me ? and then i passed juhi and all . which was kinda great =] because i remember how bad at sprinting i was last year. then i saw the bitch in the bathroom after lunch but that was okay. what did tick me off though , was 5th period. like who does she think she is -____- but that's okay , i found a way to get back at her so i'm happy at that too . oh man, may the 4th .. you know what that is !? it's just one day before my happy 4 months with yassir tomorrow ! that's like a third of the year ! that means two more thirds and it'd be one year =o ! omg xD . i remember what an event it was in pt today when we were talking about it . LOL , sanhave and ' pony ' 8-) rofl rofl rofl . apparently, after getting 4th or 5th last in the sprint , i could still feel good about it LMAAAAAAAO thanks khalid <3 .
-------- May 4/O8 We're a lot better today. We've been speaking and everything. He made that ' ^^ ' face at me, which is a sign that things might be healing. When things are really bad, they're horrible. But when things are really good, then they're great. I could practically live on your voice, it's what I need to get me going sometimes. Even though your voice is what makes me cry sometimes, it's also what makes me feel like the world's all in place again. So yeah, I'm kind of hoping my sleeping habits will be back on track again, because obviously ... i've been slacking a lot on my sleep. Geeze, in the future I hope there's some plastic surgery for eye bags, because obviously ... I need it, I need it a lot. So he's playing his games right now, and you know what's making me really sad? So much for my amazing summer, because he's going to Hong Kong for the whole summer...well almost. And I doubt we'll be spending much time when he's back. Well, I guess spend a lot of time now? Not like we don't already. I never know what I want, sometimes I wish he'd leave me alone at recess and sometimes I wish he'd be with me at recess. Especially on those colder days. Today's finally a day where I don't feel like I need a puffer so I can move, today's finally a day where I can move without feeling something breaking inside of me. I don't know if I started feeling what people call ' Heartbreak ' . For a couple of these past days, sometimes there's just this really bad feeling inside of me...I really, really hate it. It makes me feel so sad, and it makes me feel like the world's gonna crash into the sun sometime soon. Like, I can't move a muscle or breathe sometimes, it just really sucks. It feels like my heart's hurting too, along with all those other things. What if I actually start feeling heartbreak!? Gotta get out before I start to have a hurting heart!
i'm so beat.
Monday, May 4, 2009 9:05 PM
what a busy day , i can't tell you how tired i am right now .. LOL i don't even wanna take a shower yet but i kinda have to or else i'll stink .. so after i'm done writing this i'll take a shower (y) . so yeah , today was pretty chill in general before i realized i had masses of homework. 100 metre dash (L) LOL loved it. when ms mclaren said go , i think i actually ran for like joy .. o_o .. which is kinda unexpected because i always run to keep my distance and a good place , but it's nice running nuts xD " WWWWEEEEEEEEEEE ! " and then you hear dante go like COME ON WELJAAAA ! and i look behind me and i see weljaa o_o i was like wtf D: you're always like third or something why're you behind me ? and then i passed juhi and all . which was kinda great =] because i remember how bad at sprinting i was last year. then i saw the bitch in the bathroom after lunch but that was okay. what did tick me off though , was 5th period. like who does she think she is -____- but that's okay , i found a way to get back at her so i'm happy at that too . oh man, may the 4th .. you know what that is !? it's just one day before my happy 4 months with yassir tomorrow ! that's like a third of the year ! that means two more thirds and it'd be one year =o ! omg xD . i remember what an event it was in pt today when we were talking about it . LOL , sanhave and ' pony ' 8-) rofl rofl rofl . apparently, after getting 4th or 5th last in the sprint , i could still feel good about it LMAAAAAAAO thanks khalid <3 .
-------- May 4/O8 We're a lot better today. We've been speaking and everything. He made that ' ^^ ' face at me, which is a sign that things might be healing. When things are really bad, they're horrible. But when things are really good, then they're great. I could practically live on your voice, it's what I need to get me going sometimes. Even though your voice is what makes me cry sometimes, it's also what makes me feel like the world's all in place again. So yeah, I'm kind of hoping my sleeping habits will be back on track again, because obviously ... i've been slacking a lot on my sleep. Geeze, in the future I hope there's some plastic surgery for eye bags, because obviously ... I need it, I need it a lot. So he's playing his games right now, and you know what's making me really sad? So much for my amazing summer, because he's going to Hong Kong for the whole summer...well almost. And I doubt we'll be spending much time when he's back. Well, I guess spend a lot of time now? Not like we don't already. I never know what I want, sometimes I wish he'd leave me alone at recess and sometimes I wish he'd be with me at recess. Especially on those colder days. Today's finally a day where I don't feel like I need a puffer so I can move, today's finally a day where I can move without feeling something breaking inside of me. I don't know if I started feeling what people call ' Heartbreak ' . For a couple of these past days, sometimes there's just this really bad feeling inside of me...I really, really hate it. It makes me feel so sad, and it makes me feel like the world's gonna crash into the sun sometime soon. Like, I can't move a muscle or breathe sometimes, it just really sucks. It feels like my heart's hurting too, along with all those other things. What if I actually start feeling heartbreak!? Gotta get out before I start to have a hurting heart!
celia hua , fourteen , RHSS , chinese + vietnamese , <3010509 - the boyfriend♥
♥ , i love .. winnie the pooh , pink , teddy bears , pigleting on food , listening to music , playing piano , make-up , shopping ,
facebook stalking , blogging , long car rides with people i ♥ , abercrombie & fitch , hollister , TNA♥ , ?GUESS ,
hearts♥ , growing out hair & then cutting it , money , bus tickets , A MILLE♥ , JUSTIN BIEBER♥ .
♥ homework , waking up early in the morning , annoying songs on the radio , piano exam rushes , piano lessons , rude people ,
walking alone when it's dim or dark out , horror movies alone , seeing sad things , measurement strand in math , not knowing what to wear in the morning ,
fails , people who dislike justin bieber .
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