honestly, i'm so sick of feeling like i've hit rock bottom. like, i hate always having to act like i don't care. for once i just wanna cry everything out. like i do it in math class (and thank god i have rustom, dante, michelle &vanesssa) because usually, at the end of the day (which is when i have math) it just ends up pouring out anyways. so thank you guys, for seeing me at my worst and then helping me through it all :) . but i just hate always acting like i don't care, when i really do. honestly, i'm the type of person to be like ' naaaah she can have him ' or at least, that's how i was like. love does weird things to you. before, if someone took my ex, i would've been like okay have a nice time i gotta move on bye guys. and now i'm just like fuck, no. like honestly, today i thought i hit rock bottom. and then he ends up getting mad too. that's great, that's just great. i don't even wanna say anything else to anyone now because it's gonna start like, some next spanish flu except it's the ' hate ____ ' kindof flu. sometimes i actually do wanna go up in her face and tell her what she's doing wrong, i wanna believe that she doesn't know what she's doing, but it takes an idiot not to know what she was doing.
honest to god, i was once a homewrecker.
but i fixed the relationship that i fucked.
although, it takes two to be in a relationship, otherwise it would've worked out. i knew what i did wrong, i said sorry, and i left the guy. which is why, we never went out. this is just karma for me, and i know how it feels like being ' her ' now. honestly, if i've ever been a homewrecker - i am so sorry. because i know how it feels like being the girl now. it sucks never feeling like you're good enough, and what sucks even more ? if you really aren't good enough, what're you gonna do.
just you wait until you have a homewrecker, you're going to hate it.
you're gonna be questioning what you did in the past, that you deserve this now.
why does life hate me so, why was i such a bitch.
and those are the questions that i constantly ask myself nowadays.
this feeling, sucks balls.
she can't do shit to me, apparently.
she's done enough shit to me.
i don't even know what gym class is anymore, whether it's ' omg beat the homewrecker ' everytime , or whether it's just a class now.
at least she's made me stopped being lazy ..
there's always a bright side to things.
fucking fuck my life on the fucking freeeeeals.

honestly, i'm so sick of feeling like i've hit rock bottom. like, i hate always having to act like i don't care. for once i just wanna cry everything out. like i do it in math class (and thank god i have rustom, dante, michelle &vanesssa) because usually, at the end of the day (which is when i have math) it just ends up pouring out anyways. so thank you guys, for seeing me at my worst and then helping me through it all :) . but i just hate always acting like i don't care, when i really do. honestly, i'm the type of person to be like ' naaaah she can have him ' or at least, that's how i was like. love does weird things to you. before, if someone took my ex, i would've been like okay have a nice time i gotta move on bye guys. and now i'm just like fuck, no. like honestly, today i thought i hit rock bottom. and then he ends up getting mad too. that's great, that's just great. i don't even wanna say anything else to anyone now because it's gonna start like, some next spanish flu except it's the ' hate ____ ' kindof flu. sometimes i actually do wanna go up in her face and tell her what she's doing wrong, i wanna believe that she doesn't know what she's doing, but it takes an idiot not to know what she was doing.
honest to god, i was once a homewrecker.
but i fixed the relationship that i fucked.
although, it takes two to be in a relationship, otherwise it would've worked out. i knew what i did wrong, i said sorry, and i left the guy. which is why, we never went out. this is just karma for me, and i know how it feels like being ' her ' now. honestly, if i've ever been a homewrecker - i am so sorry. because i know how it feels like being the girl now. it sucks never feeling like you're good enough, and what sucks even more ? if you really aren't good enough, what're you gonna do.
just you wait until you have a homewrecker, you're going to hate it.
you're gonna be questioning what you did in the past, that you deserve this now.
why does life hate me so, why was i such a bitch.
and those are the questions that i constantly ask myself nowadays.
this feeling, sucks balls.
she can't do shit to me, apparently.
she's done enough shit to me.
i don't even know what gym class is anymore, whether it's ' omg beat the homewrecker ' everytime , or whether it's just a class now.
at least she's made me stopped being lazy ..
there's always a bright side to things.
fucking fuck my life on the fucking freeeeeals.

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