oh looky here : )
Friday, May 1, 2009 7:22 PM

omg ! LOL i'm so glad i found this little notebook xD it's this book i used to write in every year , and since today was suppose to be a special occasion (i'm kinda glad it wasn't anymore, actually(=) so i really wanted to find this book and see how i was last year and everything. haha boy have i changed :P but anyways today was such a good day :) loved the weather loved recess hated the longass assembly : but loved everything else :) except for one thing but i won't mention that .. haha . and i'm also happy because i got to see my boyfwend :) which is always a good thing XD .
anyways , you wanna know what was up a year ago .. ?
exactly a year ago .
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Thursday, May First O8 (ew i wrote my dates gay back then xD)
I seriously, could not move a muscle this morning. I couldn't even turn off my alarm clock .. which really annoyed me for about ten minutes or so. I couldn't even believe how fast 6 hours of sleep went by, I guess when life sucks .. everything seems to go by a lot faster. It feels like it should be Friday, obviously it isn't. Honestly? I can't believe how disappointed I was. But whatever .. on the bright side though, school was really fun, in L.A today me and weljaa kept taking pictures with our cells haha and since mine had a shutter, I couldn't. So weljaa would have to but it was so hard since we didn't want Mrs. Shuttleworth seeing us. I'm still not used to it in Canada yet, shit I kinda miss Vietnam. Then again, I'm the one who wanted to come back to Canada really badly. I'm still kinda cranky from not getting proper sleep. I can't believe you don't trust me, I can't believe I'm fucking engaged and I'm thirteen. I just turned thirteen three months ago! Yeah, mommy's gonna love this. I don't know how to tell her. Aren't people suppose to be so much happier when they first get engaged? Instead, we're still in a fight. That's great, that's really great. You know, I should be so used to this? But I'm not. Because it's always a different reason everytime and that really sucks !! I'm totally surprised I'm not in rehab yet. Let's hope this saves us. I honestly don't know if it's strong feelings or if it's love. People say that if it's love, you just know right away .. well can love develope?