changed person ? oh hello nice celia :)
Friday, June 5, 2009 9:15 PM

well today was a pretty good day =) me and addison finished our dt project oh yeah who's bomb !? :) i mean our pinball machine's actually pretty fun to play LMAO.
addison: the glue's drying celia.
celia: i know.
addison: don't touch it, don't play with it, don't even look at it.
celia: O____O *scared and goes t other table*
ailcia: why do you look so gay -_-
celia: i can't touch the hard piece of shit i've been working on, i can't even look at it.
alicia: why ?
celia: addison's commands.
-after five minutes-
addison: IT'S DRY !
celia: YAY ! can i look now =/
addison: yeah.
- celia breaks it o_O -
celia: AAAAAAAADDDDDDIIIIIIIISSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOONNNN !!!!!!!!!!
addison: *makes this like, yes sir pose* LMFAO
- awe i'm gonna miss dt next year , surprisingly =( .

so then it was also my five months with the lovely boyfriend of mine and i'm so glad we made it to five months and nothing happened :) honestly , we're a happy couple ! xD which is a first for me, usually :P .
but then today, i guess i've realized a lot of things .. i mean , sometimes when i think about it .. the shit that goes on makes me realize why it goes on . i mean i'd have no wannabe homewrecker if i wasn't a homewrecker myself from the past , no girl would be bitch staring at me down if i hadn't been doing that . i wouldn't have to compare to anything if i wasn't such a bitch . i mean .. i used to think i had everything perfectly to me. my parents got me everything i wanted , i didn't know how it felt like not having something that you wanted usually .. until now i guess . at first i wasn't worried , because i was like oh whatever .. and now i'm just like oh fuck .. i've gotta change . i used to think clothes , bags , shoes .. that was all there was to a girl's life. honestly, even in my other relationships .. i'd flop on him sometimes if there was a sale (if he's reading this, i'm sorry :$) but i guess, i realize i do need someone in my life because i love him =)

time to look at the bigger things in life that really make you happy.
" if a man doesn't fit, you can't exchange him seven days later for a gorgeous cashmere sweater. "
obviously, that quote doesn't fit with my life anymore.