you know what , a recent conversation with my boyfriend has made me realize o_o .. how the relationship game has turned me into what i am now , you never know what they want .. right ? well i had no good intentions before and now that i actually have good intentions .. they don't come around easy .
what were we having, ' dessert or disaster ' ? i remember it all so clear; " GO OVER TO HIM ! " " no , if he wants me he'll come . " and eventually, you came i learned that if i wanted something, i didn't have to do much for you to give it to me. mistake number one. i learned not to tell anyone my feelings, because they'd use it againist me. lesson learned - put to good use. mistake number two for my future relationship which i had no intention of having at the time. i learned that if you learned not to give a shit, he'd try harder not to be an ass. lesson learned - put to good use . again, mistake number three for my future relationship which i had no intention of having at the time. i learned that if you really wanted him, you should never go to him. lesson learned - put to good use. again another mistake for my future relationship .. i learned that he should always start the conversation first, because you never know if you're annoying him. you know what i'm gonna say here. the most important thing i learned: someone who you know deserves to know how you feel, you should tell them no matter what to prevent future misconceptions. someone who you know doesn't deserve to know how you feel; make them feel like shit and shit .
i had stupid ways of getting his attention , i admit .. but i guess i've gotta get those old habits out of my system now , even if i didn't mean to . because i know , they're gonna eventually ruin me . straedgies gone bad ..
when relationship was the name of the game.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 10:42 PM
you know what , a recent conversation with my boyfriend has made me realize o_o .. how the relationship game has turned me into what i am now , you never know what they want .. right ? well i had no good intentions before and now that i actually have good intentions .. they don't come around easy .
what were we having, ' dessert or disaster ' ? i remember it all so clear; " GO OVER TO HIM ! " " no , if he wants me he'll come . " and eventually, you came i learned that if i wanted something, i didn't have to do much for you to give it to me. mistake number one. i learned not to tell anyone my feelings, because they'd use it againist me. lesson learned - put to good use. mistake number two for my future relationship which i had no intention of having at the time. i learned that if you learned not to give a shit, he'd try harder not to be an ass. lesson learned - put to good use . again, mistake number three for my future relationship which i had no intention of having at the time. i learned that if you really wanted him, you should never go to him. lesson learned - put to good use. again another mistake for my future relationship .. i learned that he should always start the conversation first, because you never know if you're annoying him. you know what i'm gonna say here. the most important thing i learned: someone who you know deserves to know how you feel, you should tell them no matter what to prevent future misconceptions. someone who you know doesn't deserve to know how you feel; make them feel like shit and shit .
i had stupid ways of getting his attention , i admit .. but i guess i've gotta get those old habits out of my system now , even if i didn't mean to . because i know , they're gonna eventually ruin me . straedgies gone bad ..
celia hua , fourteen , RHSS , chinese + vietnamese , <3010509 - the boyfriend♥
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facebook stalking , blogging , long car rides with people i ♥ , abercrombie & fitch , hollister , TNA♥ , ?GUESS ,
hearts♥ , growing out hair & then cutting it , money , bus tickets , A MILLE♥ , JUSTIN BIEBER♥ .
♥ homework , waking up early in the morning , annoying songs on the radio , piano exam rushes , piano lessons , rude people ,
walking alone when it's dim or dark out , horror movies alone , seeing sad things , measurement strand in math , not knowing what to wear in the morning ,
fails , people who dislike justin bieber .
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when relationship was the name of the game. 
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 10:42 PM 
celia hua , fourteen , RHSS , chinese + vietnamese , <3010509 - the boyfriend♥
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