word, that i haven't been out for sooo long. actually, i think i just stayed in yesterday and today. i know i needa get some stuff from the drug mart, real bad but i don't feel like walking all the wya to shoppers drug mart even though it's just like a twenty minute walk. where's my fucking paycheque of $40, i want it nowww b ;( . honestly, last night was such a fucking fail in the ass . the whole night i've just been lying there looking at the ceiling, wondering how today will be. sometimes i just feel so fucking sad, you know what i mean ? and i don't even know why either. just lied there all morning, until i looked out the window and i started to see part of the sun come up. don't fucking know why i was so stupid, didn't think of taking a pill the whole night until the sun came up. it's great, cause after i took the pill it kicked in two hours later. oh yaaaaaah that definetly helps. so i think i fell asleep around like sevenish, and i woke up around like 9 .. dragged my flat ass downstairs and managed to say good morning, watched steve and clinton for probably less than five minutes, fell asleep on the couch there. my uncle came downstairs and thought i drank the vodka down there or something. so he got my mama to wake me up and my mom told my uncle to carry my flat ass once again upstairs (it's like i missioned down there for nothinggggg) and then after i fell asleep on the couch in the living room with the radio channel on the tv still on. and i woke up and my mom tried to feed me .. shocker. anyhow, i did eat a couple of spoonfuls, and after i was like okay, no more. and i went back to sleep, woke up to poker face around 12ish , complained a bit to muaadh (heh, what do i do without this guy sometimes XD) and then after i ended up going back downstairs to watch them, put them to sleep after feeding them around 2. and yeaaah i don't know what their up to right now, but my uncle's got it all covered so i'm down with that. and i feel like doing something useful with my life .. like going to the drug mart to get some shit, but i don't know cause i don't wanna get cramps halfway there and then have to walk back home thinking fml the whole way. i want an iced cap too, or an iced coffee from mcdonalds. gah, life. actually, forget going to the drug mart, i feel like going to the grocery store to get all the candy in the world because i feel sad to like the max. i actually just might. but then again if i bought candy, i bet you anything i wouldn't eat it and let it rot there .. lmao . oh, don't know what to do . my day's confusin for the stupidest reasons . as shit as i feel today , today's such a great day compared to the days i had last year . maybe i'll drag my ass out right now after im done blogging. OMG JUST THINKING OF CANDY, i gotta get back on fitness ;( i don't know if i should take that offer to do some photoshoots and send it into max's agency for models . so numa thinks it's a great opportunity, but i know i'm gonna be too lazy to be on fitness at least 3 times a week to keep my shape now (heh actually, i'm fat again -_-..) and then i'll be those failure models that end up having to do plastic surgery and shit. geeeeeeeeeze man i don't fucking know what to think about life. i'll blog later cause i think ima go uot soontimes, all the love in the world + pluto's, hua :)
don't fucking know ..
Friday, July 10, 2009 4:54 PM
word, that i haven't been out for sooo long. actually, i think i just stayed in yesterday and today. i know i needa get some stuff from the drug mart, real bad but i don't feel like walking all the wya to shoppers drug mart even though it's just like a twenty minute walk. where's my fucking paycheque of $40, i want it nowww b ;( . honestly, last night was such a fucking fail in the ass . the whole night i've just been lying there looking at the ceiling, wondering how today will be. sometimes i just feel so fucking sad, you know what i mean ? and i don't even know why either. just lied there all morning, until i looked out the window and i started to see part of the sun come up. don't fucking know why i was so stupid, didn't think of taking a pill the whole night until the sun came up. it's great, cause after i took the pill it kicked in two hours later. oh yaaaaaah that definetly helps. so i think i fell asleep around like sevenish, and i woke up around like 9 .. dragged my flat ass downstairs and managed to say good morning, watched steve and clinton for probably less than five minutes, fell asleep on the couch there. my uncle came downstairs and thought i drank the vodka down there or something. so he got my mama to wake me up and my mom told my uncle to carry my flat ass once again upstairs (it's like i missioned down there for nothinggggg) and then after i fell asleep on the couch in the living room with the radio channel on the tv still on. and i woke up and my mom tried to feed me .. shocker. anyhow, i did eat a couple of spoonfuls, and after i was like okay, no more. and i went back to sleep, woke up to poker face around 12ish , complained a bit to muaadh (heh, what do i do without this guy sometimes XD) and then after i ended up going back downstairs to watch them, put them to sleep after feeding them around 2. and yeaaah i don't know what their up to right now, but my uncle's got it all covered so i'm down with that. and i feel like doing something useful with my life .. like going to the drug mart to get some shit, but i don't know cause i don't wanna get cramps halfway there and then have to walk back home thinking fml the whole way. i want an iced cap too, or an iced coffee from mcdonalds. gah, life. actually, forget going to the drug mart, i feel like going to the grocery store to get all the candy in the world because i feel sad to like the max. i actually just might. but then again if i bought candy, i bet you anything i wouldn't eat it and let it rot there .. lmao . oh, don't know what to do . my day's confusin for the stupidest reasons . as shit as i feel today , today's such a great day compared to the days i had last year . maybe i'll drag my ass out right now after im done blogging. OMG JUST THINKING OF CANDY, i gotta get back on fitness ;( i don't know if i should take that offer to do some photoshoots and send it into max's agency for models . so numa thinks it's a great opportunity, but i know i'm gonna be too lazy to be on fitness at least 3 times a week to keep my shape now (heh actually, i'm fat again -_-..) and then i'll be those failure models that end up having to do plastic surgery and shit. geeeeeeeeeze man i don't fucking know what to think about life. i'll blog later cause i think ima go uot soontimes, all the love in the world + pluto's, hua :)
celia hua , fourteen , RHSS , chinese + vietnamese , <3010509 - the boyfriend♥
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hearts♥ , growing out hair & then cutting it , money , bus tickets , A MILLE♥ , JUSTIN BIEBER♥ .
♥ homework , waking up early in the morning , annoying songs on the radio , piano exam rushes , piano lessons , rude people ,
walking alone when it's dim or dark out , horror movies alone , seeing sad things , measurement strand in math , not knowing what to wear in the morning ,
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don't fucking know .. 
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