' fuck '
Friday, July 17, 2009 4:24 PM

so here's my day :)
i woke up at 1:30 and the kids were about to go to sleep. fuck. i woke up too late and my uncle got mad and he's like okay forget it , don't even bother .. so i'm like :$ shit . and then i went upstairs and did some computering realizing i had no plans for today . well it's okay , i feel like having a lazy day anyways . and then i had a sudden urge for an ice cap - yes , that's me . so i raelized i did have 2 bus tickets left , and i would only need one today because i could use a transfer home (buying an ice cap doesn't require like, 2 hours+) and then after so i hopped on 10 north happily . i got to the terminal , went in and bought an ice cap . came out , and by then it was 3:42 . so i looked up at departure times , i looked down and i see like , 7 , 8 , 9 , 10 , 18 .. 10 !and i saw the closest departure time was 3:45 ! now by then it was 3:43 when i looked at the clock, so i was like fuck ! and i went out to the friggin' wrong side of the terminal. fuck -__- .. oh, i love myself when i'm in a rush -_- . and then i ran to the other side seeing the bus wasn't even there. hello 30 second heart attack for nothing. so i wait in line with the others, and then the bus finally came ;D used my transfer and yeah. after the bus was waiting for people to go on it as well, and then i realized that half and more of the bus were disabled kids. i thought i was on the wrong bus .. but before i could go back out to check, i realized the bus closed and was about to leave .. fuck -.- . yeah, so i was basically in the bus half scared for my life not knowing whether or not i was on the right bus or not. because i thought i had been on a disabled bus, or something. so after the bus made some stops and people came on and people got off, it became more crowded. but at least i was glad i was on the right bus. got off at fairwind and i'm happily here writing about my day (: so when i came home, my mom also came home few seconds later and saw me with a sweater on and thought i was gay. yes, she said gay. and she was like .. why're you in a sweater : and i was like it was cold when i left . and she's like O_O . so after my uncle rants about how i'm irresponsible and wake up too late and if i ever had a real job i'd be fired quicktimes. now i'm questioning the ability of my stupid phone alarm, because i had clearly clicked snooze this morning. AND IT HAD NOT WOKE ME UP AGAIN ! fuck. at least i got an ice cap though ? :) . fuck , broke my fitness .. gaaaah i wonder how much running will do to burn this off ;( maybe i'll walk home from square one tomorrow, maybe i'll run extra harder on sunday when christine and myself reach fitness at ymca and yoga on sunday.
btw, how am i suppose to wake up at around 8ish to get ready for a 9:30 yoga class when i can't even do that to get money -____- ?
bah, fuck my sleeping habits.
today had been full of fucks, and i've just lived like 3 hours of it.