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Thursday, July 9, 2009 1:51 AM

kay so let's start off with my week cause i haven't talked about it much at all, busy stuff !
monday: i forget what i did, i'll come back to it. yassir isn't answering me on msn LOL. funny how i need him to ermember what i've done with my life ..
TENNIS IT IS ;D then bubble tea with james and vivian. fun stuff !
tuesday: TOPCLASS (L) i will be pretty pissed off if the fortune teller was right. let's hope not !
today: went around with the boyfriend :)
fun week so far, then i gotta babysit the tornados tomorrow -_-
and then on friday, i gotta clean out my room .. again (N) mothershitter. anyhow, moving on !
so today when i woke up my my mom scared me as usual. i was still really tired and all from waking up so early around 12 (haha, i sound like a pig there -_-) and like, when i came out my mom was in my dad's office on one of his computers, and i was like what are you doing o_o and she's like oh just talking to your aunt. and i was like oh okay cool. i went to do my hair, do my make up, change into clothes, washed face, take a shower (not in order obviously) and after i come back out my mom's like in tears. i was like what happened : ? and she's like I FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD FOR THESE PEOPLE ! i was like what O_O ? so i'll tell you guys the diasters.
1) so like there's this mother in a really poor village right ? and she has a family of three kids and whatnot, and one of her kids are married and moved out. the two others are still young, and because her mother's workplace is far from her house, she doesn't trust them. like they're old enough not to have a babysitter but she doesn't want them going out and etcetc i don't know what she aws thinking it's summer anyhow. wait it's summer all year there, kay it's summer break for them. mkay, so like somehow the house across the street was bbqing or doing whatever and their house caught on fire because the small neighbours in vietnam in those poor villages are small right ? their house caught on fire and cause their mom locked them in the house, they couldn't get out. they hid into a coverboard and they died in the fire..
when the firefighters came (ten hours later probably because firefighters in vietnam are slow as shit !) they discovered their bodies.
they were hugging each other. in the drawers/coverboards.
i was like OMG 0__0..
2) in the same village, there's a certain .. block of houses, for DD children right ? and like, one of them ran away or something. okay, a guy RAPED her, and took off all her clothes and she went around naked. my aunt found her after god knows how long, bought her some clothes, a lot of food, put her back in the right house. i was like O_O..
3) there are people poor enough, that after people have finished their leftovers in resturants.. they end up eating them. even if it's just a small amount of food.
do you know how shit this made me feel :
i was like, holy shit ! i mean, there you see in our oversized house that we don't even live in half the time, and then you see less fortunate families living a damn hunt that catches on fire friggin' easily. my aunt in vietnam has a gucci bag, a less forunate family probably uses a bag out of like .. grass. my uncle drives a a car, (which is like, the equvilent of a limo here in canada) and has 3 motorcycles (which is like, the equvilent of a car in canada) for his 4 children where one is 5, one is 14 -_- and the two can actually drive. i'm thinking about our family, and i felt SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad ! i was like honestly do we even NEED A CAR ? (you kinda have to be in vietnam to understand the vehicles LOL) i was like holy shit, why can't we just help out a family ? and obvously my mother still wants that coach purse that she's planning on getting soontimes, but you know .. that's so shit, i mean in vietnam it's so unbalanced, there're people that have too much money and don't use it for the right reasons (ha -_-) and there're people that don't have any money at all ! have you seen the senior citizens there !? they're still selling COCONUTS ! i remember i felt so bad for this oldl ady going around selling coocnuts that i can't even CARRY and she had like a whole rack of them ON HER BACK that i ran back telling my mom to go out and buy them beacuse ' i was in the mood ' . my mom bought them and i was stuck with coconuts in my room for DAYS. yah i ended up tossing them to some next person on the street that seemed to be happy about it. still yknow ? i mean, i thought she was the only one ! but anyhow the mother and i might start soem next fundraiser at my dad's workplace or my mom's workplace, because we both feel too horrible. and then we're gonna go to vietnam and help out the families (Y) probably later on this year.
can't wait ! (L)
but on a happier note, i got to see the boyfriend today :D and this guy's smile, you have to freakin see it LOOOOOOL it's like the cuteeeeest smile out there <3 but then when he has a creeper smile, HOLY : freaked me out so bad. anyhow, what up gangster ? :O i could actually say that to him now, rofl. mmmmmkay ima stop writing before i sound like a total creeper.

PEACE (: