wow so fucking fuck my life on the fucking freal.
seriously, what kinda alcohol tolerance do i have these days.
i wasn't tryna be badass or anything but last night i got bored and i kinda missed drinking after a while of being good. so i went downstairs and opened the fridge and to no surprise, the fridge was loaded with beer. so yeah i took two, went upstairs and started reading my cosmopolitian magazines and listening to my ipod, and by the time i was done the second can i wanted more, but my head felt kinda heavy and i was like no. so i went to bed cause i kinda felt tired after and today when i woke up .. ?
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
oh , you know what it is -_- .
no i wasn't hung over. i wasn't even drunk to begin with.
i felt like THE BIGGEST PIECE OF CRAP ALIVE.
you know that feeling you get when you're all sweaty in an AC room after you've been out in the hot and humid in too long, and you can't take a shower ? you feel like dirt and everything ? that's how i felt like. holy fuck. and my mom was cooking pizza so smelling food made me wanna barf.
what kinda tolerance do i have these days. i'm not drinking at a famjam again.
then again, there's nothing wrong with a low alcohol tolerance because after all, i'm a good girl now (A) .
ugh and up to now i still feel like crap. and i got topclass around 5:30 - 7ish. so i think what i'ma do is take a good long cold/hot shower and then i'm gonna go do my hair, do my make up, pick out my new outfit, hop on a 19 and get my butt to topclass.
oh, and load myself up on advil before i go. hello more drugging because as if my period for this month didn't have enough -______-"
joooy.

wow so fucking fuck my life on the fucking freal.
seriously, what kinda alcohol tolerance do i have these days.
i wasn't tryna be badass or anything but last night i got bored and i kinda missed drinking after a while of being good. so i went downstairs and opened the fridge and to no surprise, the fridge was loaded with beer. so yeah i took two, went upstairs and started reading my cosmopolitian magazines and listening to my ipod, and by the time i was done the second can i wanted more, but my head felt kinda heavy and i was like no. so i went to bed cause i kinda felt tired after and today when i woke up .. ?
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
oh , you know what it is -_- .
no i wasn't hung over. i wasn't even drunk to begin with.
i felt like THE BIGGEST PIECE OF CRAP ALIVE.
you know that feeling you get when you're all sweaty in an AC room after you've been out in the hot and humid in too long, and you can't take a shower ? you feel like dirt and everything ? that's how i felt like. holy fuck. and my mom was cooking pizza so smelling food made me wanna barf.
what kinda tolerance do i have these days. i'm not drinking at a famjam again.
then again, there's nothing wrong with a low alcohol tolerance because after all, i'm a good girl now (A) .
ugh and up to now i still feel like crap. and i got topclass around 5:30 - 7ish. so i think what i'ma do is take a good long cold/hot shower and then i'm gonna go do my hair, do my make up, pick out my new outfit, hop on a 19 and get my butt to topclass.
oh, and load myself up on advil before i go. hello more drugging because as if my period for this month didn't have enough -______-"
joooy.

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