the both of you out of my mind, no communication for one night + advil's gonna be my bff.
Sunday, September 6, 2009 9:59 PM

so hmm .. i guess i'm writing here just to vent out disappointment , pissoffments (if that's a word..no, it's not LOL) and i find most of the time what i've been doing nowadays is just .. getting pissed , and pissed : and like it just doesn't stop. i don't know why i said something in the first place, because even though i was pissed before .. it would go away for a couple of days max , i wouldn't be mad repeatedly , over and over again .. days , hours . but anyhow, i don't understand how the fuck you're taking it out like that. like just because you deleted me, it doesn't mean i'll never see what shit is on your prof. i have FRIENDS that fucking tell me what the fuck you're writing because like i said before, barely anyone that i'm friends with likes you. but apparently, if i saw you two talk i could tell you really love/loved him ? ight fine. you love him. because i'm sick of this. like i was sick of this eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two months ago. i'm EQUALLY sick and possible sickER. i hate feeling like this. it's constantly pissing me off. i hate hearing things about what you're saying behind my back, and most importantly i HATE knowing that I ruined a friendship when the two loved each other. my ASS you didn't like her and thought she was annoying. please you don't think i see just some of the things you two say ? because just seeing .0000000000000000001% of what you two had throughout eight months is enough to tell me losing her for me isn't worth it. you don't realy not wanna be friends with her, do you ? *sigh* i don't know what to dooo. she says she loves you, and idk. i'm so close to giving in and saying whatever..
cause i'm tired. i'd be less tired if i hadn't opened my big yap earlier.
and now, i'm close to dying..