" is that him .. ? "
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 7:16 PM

no words can describe how messed/weird today was .. i think reality somehow hit me, and then when i came home .. i find out our bananas died. no, not rot. DIED. that's right >_> *sigh* i don't know .. let me start from the beginning of the day ?
*7:00 alarm rings*
so i did the usual, and because i had to find my bus stop, i left at 7:45 (super duper early considering my bus comes at 8:40, haha.)
and like, after i found it .. i guess i'm not the only one who fakes my address in my area .. haha . there's like one brown guy , one white guy , one brown girl , and meee ! and yeah, so after the bus came, i got on and shitt. and then the song Forever - Drake feat. Lil wayne, Eminem & Kanye West came on. and I liked this song usually, but today it made me cry on the bus o_O. haha , yup leave it to me to tear up on a bus . -___- ..
*sigh* and that song basically ruined a lot of my day, cause everytime i was in the hallway ..
here's how it goes.
*sees someone with red hair* omg, maybe that's him =o *looks at face* no..
*sees someone with blonde hair several times* omg, that has to be him ! *looks at face* no..
*sees someone withs imilar glasses from side with black hair and side bag* YES ! *looks at face* no. why do i bother.
after that several times in the hallway, if i ever saw anyone with familar features from the back or side, i'd just give in.
" no. it won't be him. don't even look, cause you're gonna be disappoined .. again. go to class, loser. " *looks for next class*
and even then, i'm always looking out the door " maybe he's close and walking by. "
i don't know, fuck. i wanna see how you're doing..
honestly, half the time i'm worried about you.
the other half, i'm like fuck you. you're a waste of space in my memory.
if you guys know that song, then ..
" i want this shit forever man. "
he'd say..
" tellin every girl she theo ne for me and i ain't even plannin to call "
- him.
two biggest lines, EVER. but whatever.
just tell me if it was time well spent. because it feels like such a waste..
ruined my summer o8, ruined my year in general. and now, it possibly will ruin the first few months of school.
i can't even pay attention to ms blaheisojtsetuio (can't pronnounce her name) its like, ramjaj..? dunno. can't even pay attention ehr talking about plagarism. my mind's off wondering if i should kill myself. go to fx, or something.
couldn't pay attention in science about safety, mind's wondering what if it was really you i saw in the hallway ? can't walk in circles there. :
i was just cold in hospitality, fuck that. i just wanted to see my boyfriend.
and then i missed him :(
*doodling in book and like, HALF AN HOUR LATER -_-, sees him at the door.*
yay :D
*he walks away -.-*
* continues doodling -_- and then bell rings*
* leaves class and tries to look for the gym *
*has trouble remembering what side it was on....*
*sees yassir and emily :D*
what a day, right ?
then after school, bussed to square with victoria, bussed home, got mommy to drive me to piano, and then because my best friend -_- named the monthly period visited me, i had a craving for chocolate for the first time. so i asked my mom to get me some while she was at highland farms, and the woman goes overboard and buys me everytype there is. did you know there was such a chocolate that cointained almonds and cherries ? i know, i was like wtf too. but i just ate the mint ne and left the rest in the freezer (i'm not eating those for a while -___-) actually, i probably have enough to last me a year. lmao i love you mommy XD and then i came home. and i went upstairs to turn on my computer and then i hear my mom shrieking 'BAAAAABBBBYYYYYYYYYYGGGGIIIIIIIRRRRLLLLLL' and i ran downstairs and i was like omfg, what : and she was all like MY BANANAS DIED !!!!! 6 OF THEM !!!!!!!!!!! i was like six out of the 20 rotted ? -_-.. why're you panicing. and she was like NO, THEY DIDN'T ROT. THEY DIED. i was like mom what's wrong with you..and she showed me them. and they were TOTALLY dead, : like someone murdered them ! and then mymom was bitching and bitching and then she goes like YOU. YOU KILLED MY BANANAS ! and i was like on the contrary, i like bananas. so no, i did not kill your bananas. and then she bitched at my uncle and he was like -_- are you gay ? and she bitched at my dad and he was like *sigh* here're stress balls. bananas rot, they don't die. and then i bought the basket up to show him, and he was like oh my gad. well steve was up here earlier and i heard him having fun. but i didn't bother. he has fun with anything. and then my mom was like steve..*gr* and then she went downstairs and called him up, and it was so funny XD she was like help me. we're gonna expose the little monster D: so it went like ths..
mom: you killed my bananas . i saw you .
steve: you were heree !?
mom: yes i was.
steve: i didn't kill them..:$
mom: i saw you.
uncle: i saw you too.
dad: i heard you.
*Steve looks at me*
celia: BOOOOOOOOKEEEEEED !!!!! :O
steve: i plan to kill the rest tomorrow :D i hate bananas.
mom: oh my god O_O
*uncle and dad leave*
*mom goes downstairs to tell steve's mom*
and we found otu, he's always had the bigger hate for bananas ..
well, that was my day =/ , interseting wasn't it ? now i gotta do my homework , read the review in the thickest french book of LIFE and thennn shower and then sleep and get ready for tomorrow. DRINK ALL DAY PLAY ALL NIGHT (8) no -_- .

we go uppp, we go downn, like an elevator. (8)