infact, it's coming to a point ..
where i don't know what to do anymore. you know how it feels when you're walking into a dead end, and you're like almost there. but then you're still unconvinced it still isn't a dead end, and maybe there's a turn ?
so yeah, that's not what i'm feeling right now LOL.
but eh, it's like one of those feelings where you see like a small light at a very far end. and then you keep walking towards it and you're like ' what the hell is that o.O .. ' and you keep walking and walking and when you reach it ..
oh, it's a light bulb o.o ..
makes sense ? x)
so yeah, you're a huge part of my life and everytime i'm severly pissed, i end up thinking stupid shit like ' fuck. i wonder if you're still gonna be like that if i break up with you . '
- two minutes later -
' .. what am i gonna do if we break up o_o '
because you're such a big part of my life now, it's not even funny. that's like having my parents take my cell away from me, and my room, and like water or any type of liquid that's drinkable besides my own spit for a week. it doesn't work. it's weird. it's like .. it's not even weird. but then again, it's not like you'll die in an instant without it. it's like one of those slowwww pains, you know how it's like when you have a sore throat ? yeup. *sigh* no i can't even picture how i'd function properly if you were just another regular person in my life anymore. it's like .. it's just so weird. that's like a half of me gone.
but with me saying all of this.
how do i get so mad and threaten myself to take you out of my life ?
well, apparently we all gonna die in 2012
so i guess this is an approiate time to say fuck life. LOL
gah, no need for complications.
just get stress balls. (Y)

infact, it's coming to a point ..
where i don't know what to do anymore. you know how it feels when you're walking into a dead end, and you're like almost there. but then you're still unconvinced it still isn't a dead end, and maybe there's a turn ?
so yeah, that's not what i'm feeling right now LOL.
but eh, it's like one of those feelings where you see like a small light at a very far end. and then you keep walking towards it and you're like ' what the hell is that o.O .. ' and you keep walking and walking and when you reach it ..
oh, it's a light bulb o.o ..
makes sense ? x)
so yeah, you're a huge part of my life and everytime i'm severly pissed, i end up thinking stupid shit like ' fuck. i wonder if you're still gonna be like that if i break up with you . '
- two minutes later -
' .. what am i gonna do if we break up o_o '
because you're such a big part of my life now, it's not even funny. that's like having my parents take my cell away from me, and my room, and like water or any type of liquid that's drinkable besides my own spit for a week. it doesn't work. it's weird. it's like .. it's not even weird. but then again, it's not like you'll die in an instant without it. it's like one of those slowwww pains, you know how it's like when you have a sore throat ? yeup. *sigh* no i can't even picture how i'd function properly if you were just another regular person in my life anymore. it's like .. it's just so weird. that's like a half of me gone.
but with me saying all of this.
how do i get so mad and threaten myself to take you out of my life ?
well, apparently we all gonna die in 2012
so i guess this is an approiate time to say fuck life. LOL
gah, no need for complications.
just get stress balls. (Y)

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