so for the past few days, i'd have given up .. because i was like ' nah, he totally fell off the face of the earth. ' and then i was SO convinced, given how big rick was .. that even if you were back , i wouldn't see you . i mean , everyone told me not to worry because i would never see him , we were never in the same grades so what were the chances of us running into each other ? =/
today, i was walking to third period ..
because the thought of you was totally out of my mind, i wasn't even on the look anymore. nowadays, i just walk to class and settle down.
after seeing you, i just stopped o.o ..
" that's odd .. "
i had a weird feeling in my stomach , and i didn't know why. blonde moment right ? a couple days ago , i would've given almost anything to see you again . and i stood there staring for so long, i had no idea why i was staring i just knew i had to stare. and then it hit me, it was you :l
freaking out for how long in hospitality, i went to the bathroom after a while and i almost cried.
we're in the same building again after a year.
must be something wrong with me, cause i'm kinda lost ..
why does it matter ? before i went to rick everyone told me not to be sad anymore , because i would never see him again . occasionally i would , but i'd never run into him anymore ..
orly ?
here we are, with the same lunch ..
can't stop freaking out.
i mean, you gave me a weird look. i don't look any different to you, do i disappoint you -_- ?
nah, you probably don't care.
i used to see you all the time and get this weird feeling in my stomach and my heart wouldn't stop beating and i'd smile.
and then on bad days, i'd get a weird feeling in my stomach and my heart wouldn't stop beating and i'd just walk past you, wanting to say something but i would never wanna say anything because i just didn't know what to say. i mean, i couldn't say hi. i couldn't say what up, because we weren't on the best terms.
now what ?
so then when i got home, i listened to a song that i haven't listened to in forever .
" that's odd, always hurting me .. he'll never stop .. must be something wrong with me , i'm lost . cause i can't quit letting him in my heart . how many times am i gonna let him apologize before i realize he ain't worth it no ? "
so , i'm quite over of being alone cause damn , i'm worried about you and everything ..
but i'm not at the point where i can say i miss having you around , cause i honestly don't .
i'm happy with who i have .
sometimes i don't believe i'm blessed , but when i think about last year it's like i should honestly thank god for everything .
you put me on the verge of sucide ..
so why am i worried o.o ?
why aren't i going around saying ' i hate him, he's an ass, he's a bitch, etc etc '
i mean, i say it but you know i can never mean it. *sigh*
anyway, my heart will shut up :)
so today was a funny day, after seeing him and everything i went to hospitality after science ..
oh , about science LOL
so there's this girl named anna that won't shut up and luther has girly hair products :)
ight, i'm done exposing xD
about hospitality, so after a dya of skipping ms aylsworth probably didn't know, so i was down with whatever she said (Y) i made new friends , yay meee ;)
mmmm what what what ..
hm , so like it was pretty funny because after everyone saw yassir at lunch , after when they saw me they were all like " :O your boyfriend's cuteeeee ;D and he's nicee ! " and this other girl was like " yeah he's REALLY nice :l " and i was like o_o but he just said hi ? but anyhow , i'm glad everyone likes him not that i guess it matters much LOL cause none of them have lunch with me in third semester .. which is his same lunch ? but anyway anyway , after lunch , damn it i keep seeing this man everywhere and it annoys me. why can't i see yassir more often but i see HIM -_- damn it ! what i prayed for came at the wrong time but anyway , thanks god for the effort LOL . *sigh* and apparently , because yassir and muaadh look similar i'ma try to hook them up with muaadh ? LMFAO EVERYOEN GOT EXCITED XD anyway , after geography which was pretty bomb .. i mean mr blackwood carries a meter stick on like his shoulder and shit which is pretty funny cause he walks all the time and he just walks with that thing xD and the guy's hilarious , good thng i have a boring subject with him (Y) guys , didchu know there was a northnortheast ? cause i just booked that today and it was the biggest shock of life .. LOOOL okay so after school me and iman headed home AND GUESS WHO I BOOKED OUTSIDE OF THE BUILDING kay enough ranting but wtf man gtfo of my life -___- i mean i don't needa be seein you everywhere , it's def not needed but i guess due to some stupid wishing and praying i had done before , it's needed now . GAH we ain't ever hooking up even if you were the last male on the planet and i was the last female. i'd rather sucide and let the human race die. although i don't know how that would happen ? regardless , i'ma go do some homework now cause alicia is reaching the base in about an hour or so and i'm hungry and i'm gonna get my mom to get me chicken nuggets :)
IGHT, bye :)

so for the past few days, i'd have given up .. because i was like ' nah, he totally fell off the face of the earth. ' and then i was SO convinced, given how big rick was .. that even if you were back , i wouldn't see you . i mean , everyone told me not to worry because i would never see him , we were never in the same grades so what were the chances of us running into each other ? =/
today, i was walking to third period ..
because the thought of you was totally out of my mind, i wasn't even on the look anymore. nowadays, i just walk to class and settle down.
after seeing you, i just stopped o.o ..
" that's odd .. "
i had a weird feeling in my stomach , and i didn't know why. blonde moment right ? a couple days ago , i would've given almost anything to see you again . and i stood there staring for so long, i had no idea why i was staring i just knew i had to stare. and then it hit me, it was you :l
freaking out for how long in hospitality, i went to the bathroom after a while and i almost cried.
we're in the same building again after a year.
must be something wrong with me, cause i'm kinda lost ..
why does it matter ? before i went to rick everyone told me not to be sad anymore , because i would never see him again . occasionally i would , but i'd never run into him anymore ..
orly ?
here we are, with the same lunch ..
can't stop freaking out.
i mean, you gave me a weird look. i don't look any different to you, do i disappoint you -_- ?
nah, you probably don't care.
i used to see you all the time and get this weird feeling in my stomach and my heart wouldn't stop beating and i'd smile.
and then on bad days, i'd get a weird feeling in my stomach and my heart wouldn't stop beating and i'd just walk past you, wanting to say something but i would never wanna say anything because i just didn't know what to say. i mean, i couldn't say hi. i couldn't say what up, because we weren't on the best terms.
now what ?
so then when i got home, i listened to a song that i haven't listened to in forever .
" that's odd, always hurting me .. he'll never stop .. must be something wrong with me , i'm lost . cause i can't quit letting him in my heart . how many times am i gonna let him apologize before i realize he ain't worth it no ? "
so , i'm quite over of being alone cause damn , i'm worried about you and everything ..
but i'm not at the point where i can say i miss having you around , cause i honestly don't .
i'm happy with who i have .
sometimes i don't believe i'm blessed , but when i think about last year it's like i should honestly thank god for everything .
you put me on the verge of sucide ..
so why am i worried o.o ?
why aren't i going around saying ' i hate him, he's an ass, he's a bitch, etc etc '
i mean, i say it but you know i can never mean it. *sigh*
anyway, my heart will shut up :)
so today was a funny day, after seeing him and everything i went to hospitality after science ..
oh , about science LOL
so there's this girl named anna that won't shut up and luther has girly hair products :)
ight, i'm done exposing xD
about hospitality, so after a dya of skipping ms aylsworth probably didn't know, so i was down with whatever she said (Y) i made new friends , yay meee ;)
mmmm what what what ..
hm , so like it was pretty funny because after everyone saw yassir at lunch , after when they saw me they were all like " :O your boyfriend's cuteeeee ;D and he's nicee ! " and this other girl was like " yeah he's REALLY nice :l " and i was like o_o but he just said hi ? but anyhow , i'm glad everyone likes him not that i guess it matters much LOL cause none of them have lunch with me in third semester .. which is his same lunch ? but anyway anyway , after lunch , damn it i keep seeing this man everywhere and it annoys me. why can't i see yassir more often but i see HIM -_- damn it ! what i prayed for came at the wrong time but anyway , thanks god for the effort LOL . *sigh* and apparently , because yassir and muaadh look similar i'ma try to hook them up with muaadh ? LMFAO EVERYOEN GOT EXCITED XD anyway , after geography which was pretty bomb .. i mean mr blackwood carries a meter stick on like his shoulder and shit which is pretty funny cause he walks all the time and he just walks with that thing xD and the guy's hilarious , good thng i have a boring subject with him (Y) guys , didchu know there was a northnortheast ? cause i just booked that today and it was the biggest shock of life .. LOOOL okay so after school me and iman headed home AND GUESS WHO I BOOKED OUTSIDE OF THE BUILDING kay enough ranting but wtf man gtfo of my life -___- i mean i don't needa be seein you everywhere , it's def not needed but i guess due to some stupid wishing and praying i had done before , it's needed now . GAH we ain't ever hooking up even if you were the last male on the planet and i was the last female. i'd rather sucide and let the human race die. although i don't know how that would happen ? regardless , i'ma go do some homework now cause alicia is reaching the base in about an hour or so and i'm hungry and i'm gonna get my mom to get me chicken nuggets :)
IGHT, bye :)

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