i hate it. I HATE IT. i absoultely DISPISE it.
i probably spelled something wrong, i can just sense it.
i hate being angry at you, i just hate saying it. i don't ever want to say it .. but i am.
first it starts out by being disappointed and then i'm angry that i even have to be disappointed.
i hate it when something has to come between us, i don't like it. it pisses me off.
it pisses me off even more when it feels like i could fix it just by SAAAYING it but i don't.
why ?
because i don't wanna look like a bitch.
i don't want another relationship where all i'm doing is bitching, bitching and bitching.
i'm just gonna keep it in because i can.
and because i have to learn to keep things in.
i have to learn to keep my yap shut.
i'm gonna go solve this wooden puzzle game and maybe then i can get my mind off it.
but the worst feeling in the world isn't being angry, or sad, or heartbroken ..
it's being disappointed, because disappointment leads to the worst feelings in the world.
*sigh* ..
no matter what, i'll never be done with you. not unless it's a horrible situation.
i happen to love you, and even though everytime i get mad i say it'll be done or something, it never will be.

i hate it. I HATE IT. i absoultely DISPISE it.
i probably spelled something wrong, i can just sense it.
i hate being angry at you, i just hate saying it. i don't ever want to say it .. but i am.
first it starts out by being disappointed and then i'm angry that i even have to be disappointed.
i hate it when something has to come between us, i don't like it. it pisses me off.
it pisses me off even more when it feels like i could fix it just by SAAAYING it but i don't.
why ?
because i don't wanna look like a bitch.
i don't want another relationship where all i'm doing is bitching, bitching and bitching.
i'm just gonna keep it in because i can.
and because i have to learn to keep things in.
i have to learn to keep my yap shut.
i'm gonna go solve this wooden puzzle game and maybe then i can get my mind off it.
but the worst feeling in the world isn't being angry, or sad, or heartbroken ..
it's being disappointed, because disappointment leads to the worst feelings in the world.
*sigh* ..
no matter what, i'll never be done with you. not unless it's a horrible situation.
i happen to love you, and even though everytime i get mad i say it'll be done or something, it never will be.

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