low cut, see through, makes them boys go *whistle*
like oh man, what can i even say ..
i used to be confident all the time, walking around with my head up saying hi to everyone and smiling like i didn't have chinky eyes when i smiled - nor did i care.
then someone that apparently loved me told me the total opposite.
" mom, i need teeth whitening toothpaste.. "
" mom, i need to get liner.. "
" mom, i need foundation and concealer for my skin "
" mom, my hair's soo ugly :( "
and here i am, i'd go to the bathroom to put lipgloss and blush on, fix my eye lashes, fix my liner.
so..
love who you've made me become ? cause this really wasn't me a while back.
a while back ..
i'd go to the bathroom to actually use it, not to just use the mirror.
god, i hate who i've become sometimes.
actually, i wouldn't mind it.
i only hate it - because you talked me into it.
you know, i've changed obviously & so have you ..
i'm the girl that you always wanted me to be now,
make up in the morning, touch up two periods into school & lunch & at home, forced smile because that's what looks good without having chinky eyes.
mascara, lipgloss, foundation, blush, eyeliner, circle lensse.
everything you said i needed.
and i don't wear everything everyday, obviously.
but you know, i've changed. i'm exactly who you wanted me to be.
i'd be your perfect girlfriend, but i'm not even gonna go there.
cause i didn't change for you.
i changed because i couldn't be baby forever.
i had to grow up someday, and i chose to grow up when i finally moved on, liked someone else, forgot you more than i usually could've .. and i decided to stop being a mess, take your advice and finally be myself again. back to who i was before (most defintly couldn't do it without some physical appearance help because you clearly destroyed all the self esteem i had -.-)
and here, i am.
i used to cry over someone that now i look oh so down at,
bitch please, only thing you're loaded with is bull (:

<3 celia
XO

low cut, see through, makes them boys go *whistle*
like oh man, what can i even say ..
i used to be confident all the time, walking around with my head up saying hi to everyone and smiling like i didn't have chinky eyes when i smiled - nor did i care.
then someone that apparently loved me told me the total opposite.
" mom, i need teeth whitening toothpaste.. "
" mom, i need to get liner.. "
" mom, i need foundation and concealer for my skin "
" mom, my hair's soo ugly :( "
and here i am, i'd go to the bathroom to put lipgloss and blush on, fix my eye lashes, fix my liner.
so..
love who you've made me become ? cause this really wasn't me a while back.
a while back ..
i'd go to the bathroom to actually use it, not to just use the mirror.
god, i hate who i've become sometimes.
actually, i wouldn't mind it.
i only hate it - because you talked me into it.
you know, i've changed obviously & so have you ..
i'm the girl that you always wanted me to be now,
make up in the morning, touch up two periods into school & lunch & at home, forced smile because that's what looks good without having chinky eyes.
mascara, lipgloss, foundation, blush, eyeliner, circle lensse.
everything you said i needed.
and i don't wear everything everyday, obviously.
but you know, i've changed. i'm exactly who you wanted me to be.
i'd be your perfect girlfriend, but i'm not even gonna go there.
cause i didn't change for you.
i changed because i couldn't be baby forever.
i had to grow up someday, and i chose to grow up when i finally moved on, liked someone else, forgot you more than i usually could've .. and i decided to stop being a mess, take your advice and finally be myself again. back to who i was before (most defintly couldn't do it without some physical appearance help because you clearly destroyed all the self esteem i had -.-)
and here, i am.
i used to cry over someone that now i look oh so down at,
bitch please, only thing you're loaded with is bull (:

<3 celia
XO

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